Randy (Tales of the Merman Book 2) Read online

  "I don't mind at all." He turned and grabbed the bottle of oil off the nightstand. He drizzled some on his hands and then pressed his palms to Randy's thigh.

  "I like the way you touch me," Randy whispered.

  "If it helps you heal, then I'm glad to do it."

  "That wasn't what I meant, Tev." Randy caressed his hand down Tevon's arm. "I'm not talking about your doctoring."

  The two of them stared at each other for a moment before Randy reached up and pulled Tevon toward him. He raised his head slightly and kissed him. There was no hesitation like there had been yesterday. Both of them gave into the kiss fully as Tevon linked one hand back behind Randy's neck and he brushed his own hand up and down Tevon's back.

  His pulse sped as Tevon's robe brushed over his chest. He wanted to strip him and feel skin against skin, but he held back, insecure and unsure of exactly how Tevon felt about him. He longed to pull him into bed with him and taste every inch of his body.

  Tevon broke the kiss and pulled back slightly. The rush of his breath still brushed over Randy's cheek. They stared at each other for a moment as they caught their breath.

  "I'm sorry. I know it's not fair to you for us to keep doing this," Tevon finally said.

  Randy reached up and cupped his palm on Tevon's cheek. "Don't be sorry. I wanted this. I dream of nothing else at night. If I wasn't half a man, I would ask you out and see if we could make something of this attraction."

  Tevon frowned. "You're not half a man, Randy. I don't see you that way and neither should you."

  "I'm not complete. I couldn't give you everything you need." Randy let his hand drop.

  "How do you know what I need?" Tevon stared at him. "I've enjoyed everything we have done."

  "But you always leave so fast, like you regret it." Randy arched up, resting his weight on his elbows behind him.

  Tevon sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed and brushed his fingers through his hair. "I'm sorry I leave like I do. I thought you might just be testing your body. I was afraid you would see how I was feeling, so I left."

  Randy laughed. "I wanted you feeling that. Hell, after what we did together, I would hope you feel something."

  Tevon shrugged as a blush worked up his face. "I thought you were experimenting. Seeing if you could get hard if someone else was with you."

  "You think I would use you that way?"

  "I hoped not, but you've been under a lot of stress. If I was in your shoes, I would try everything I could think of."

  "I wouldn't use you. Sure, I was curious, but I could have experimented with anyone. I wanted you. I meant what I said, if I wasn't injured, I would do everything I could to try and make something work between us."

  "But because you're injured, you don't want me?" Tevon didn't look over at Randy as he spoke.

  Randy reached up and brushed his hand down Tevon's arm, stopping when he reached his hand and linking their fingers together. "My injury doesn't make it so I don't want you. Trust me, Tevon, I want you. But it's not fair for you to be stuck with me like this. I can't be the man you need. Hell, really, it's like I'm not even a man."

  Tevon turned to face him. He pulled his hand free and placed it on Randy's chest. "You feel like a man to me." He ran his hand over the muscles of his chest and then to his arm where he gave the thick bicep a squeeze. "There isn't a part of you that doesn't say man."

  "One part." Randy glanced down at his own waist.

  "That one part isn't what makes you a man." Tevon brushed his hand down Randy's body until his hand rested over his soft cock. He cupped it and his balls in his palm. "This isn't who you are."

  Randy closed his eyes as he fought back emotion. He swallowed hard. "I know, but how can I be with anyone. I can't please them."

  "That's where you are wrong. You pleased me quite well yesterday. Besides, a relationship isn't meant to be all about sex. If you don't get along in other ways, there is no point to being with someone. It's sharing things together, living life supporting each other. The sex is only a bonus."

  Randy didn't believe him. He shook his head. "If you and I were together, you would have to admit that my injury would change things."

  "How?" Tevon moved his hand back to his own lap as he stared at Randy.

  "I couldn't have sex with you."

  "Does sex mean penetration?" Tevon challenged.

  "Well, no, not always, but it sure helps."

  Tevon bent down and sucked Randy's nipple into his mouth. He flicked his tongue over it several times before licking around it and then releasing it. "Did you find pleasure in that?"

  Randy nodded.

  "There are many ways to bring each other pleasure. I know you may not ever get the fulfillment you're used to. You won't orgasm. But unless that is painful, there is no reason you can't find pleasure in other ways." Tevon pinched Randy's other nipple with his fingers. "Does it leave you in pain not to come? Like blue-balls?"

  "No, it's different. There isn't that ache, that pressure. Probably because I'm not hard."

  "Right, there is no rush of blood to the area. It's good there is no pain." Tevon continued to tease Randy's nipples.

  Randy's body reacted to each caress and touch. He didn't doubt for a second that if he was able to get hard, he would be close to losing control right now. Something about Tevon caused every nerve in his body to come alive. He stared into his brown eyes, lost in the thoughts of how good it could be between the two of them. He wished things were different.

  Tevon traced his finger over the scar across Randy's hips. "You keep saying you can't be with someone because you are only half a man now, but you gave me pleasure yesterday. I enjoy your touch, your kisses. The only thing you can't do is fuck. At least with your cock. You could still use your fingers, your mouth. I find it strange that you are focusing this on your partner, not on your loss. You are the one who is cheated without the orgasm."

  Randy thought about what he was saying. It was true. He could still be with someone. He just couldn't take them the way he liked. "I don't feel cheated. I thought I might, but watching you come the other day was fulfilling for me. I found pleasure in knowing I brought you off."

  "So why can't you be with someone?"

  Randy sighed. "Say I was with you, wouldn't it bother you that I could never take you. You would never get to see me come, see my pleasure."

  "I see your pleasure." Tevon ran the tip of his fingers over Randy's balls and smiled when he shivered. "See. I know you enjoy what I do. As for taking me, there are other ways to do things."

  Randy groaned and lifted his hips as Tevon's fingers worked over his balls. He closed his eyes and imagined some of the other things he could do with Tevon like sliding his fingers into him or maybe one of those toys at the shops inland. As Tevon's fingers dipped lower and slid between his ass cheeks, he moaned. "Don't stop."

  "You like this?"

  "Yes."

  "You want more?"

  "Yes."

  "Like this?" Tevon slid his fingers down the crack and pressed his finger against Randy's hole.

  Randy lifted his hips and pressed softly against Tevon's hand. He reached down and cupped his limp cock in his hand.

  "Roll over for me."

  "You sure you want this?" Randy opened his eyes and stared at him. "Don't do this out of pity."

  Tevon stepped back, lifted his own robe over his head, and let it drop to the ground. Randy sucked in a breath as he took in Tevon's nakedness. He'd seen him many times naked, but now, with what was happening between them, and Tevon standing tall and rock hard less than a foot from where Randy lay, he was overwhelmed with desire.

  "Is that proof enough I want his?" Tevon stepped close again.

  Randy licked his lips as he reached out and took Tevon's cock in his fist. He stroked down it, enjoying the silken feel of his skin against his palm. He enjoyed the way Tevon's balls tightened at his touch and was glad they were in human form this time. "Let me taste you."

  Tevon hesitated. "W
e have to be careful of your hip."

  Randy refused to let his body keep him from this. He wanted this too much. "Then climb on the bed and straddle my chest."

  "You will let me know if you hurt?"

  "I'm going to hurt if you don't give me what I need." Randy reached for his arm and pulled Tevon closer to the bed. "You won't hurt me."

  Tevon hesitated a moment, but Randy rubbed his thumb over the head of his cock and pulled him again.

  "Get up here."

  "This is insane." Tevon climbed up on the bed and carefully lifted his leg over Randy.

  "Doesn't feel insane." Randy smiled up at him. "Closer."

  Tevon slid up his chest until his balls sat right below Randy's chin. Randy blew gently and laughed as Tevon's cock jerked.

  "I like this." Randy once again wrapped his hand around Tevon and stroked. "Lean forward, brace your hands over my head."

  Tevon glanced down at Randy as he bent forward and braced his hands on the bed. He lifted his hips and sighed as the tip of his cock brushed over Randy's lips and then slipped inside. He groaned as he slowly pushed his hips forward and sank his shaft into Randy's waiting mouth.

  Randy pressed his lips tight around him, swirling his tongue around the head, and then down the length as he reached up and held onto Tevon's hips. The salty taste of precum caused his mouth to water and he sucked harder, hoping to draw more of the sweet fluid into his mouth.

  Tevon gently thrust his hips back and forth, as Randy continued to suck and tease. The two stared at each other and Randy tried to read the look in Tevon's eyes. There was something there that reached inside him and caused his heart to skip a beat. A look no other had ever given him. He dared not analyze it too intently for fear that he was wrong and this was nothing more than sex to Tevon. Even after their conversation, Randy still wasn't sure of Tevon's feelings toward him.

  "I'm not going to be able to hold back."

  Tevon's struggled voice pulled Randy from his thoughts. He tightened his grip on Tevon's hips and guided him faster, letting him know that it was okay to come. He wanted to feel his cock pulse in his mouth and taste the warm release against his tongue.

  Tevon's breath came in hard pants and Randy watched as his eyes closed and his head arched back seconds before he cried out and pushed his cock deep. Randy struggled not to choke as he swallowed hard as hot come shot into his mouth and down his throat.

  Tevon's body shook as he pulled from Randy's mouth. As his eyes opened, a smile played across his face. "That was amazing."

  Randy grinned back as he licked his lips and then wiped the back of his hand over his chin. "Tasted good to me." He caressed his hands down Tevon's chest as he settled back. He continued to savor the taste of Tevon as it lingered against his tongue. "You okay?"

  "Oh yeah." Tevon bent down and brushed his mouth over Randy's.

  Randy reached up and held Tevon there as he opened his mouth for him and deepened the kiss. He fisted his fingers in Tevon's long hair, not wanting to let him go.

  Tevon pulled back and smiled. "Now it's my turn."

  "Yours?"

  "Yes." Tevon slid off him and smiled. "Roll over."

  Randy didn't hesitate. He wanted whatever it was Tevon would do. He desired the man's touch.

  "I'm going to start by finishing the massage." Tevon moved back up on the bed, once again straddling him.

  "You're spoiling me."

  "I think you deserve a little spoiling after what you've been through."

  Randy shivered as cold liquid hit his back. He glanced back over his shoulder and watched as Tevon recapped the bottle of oil and set it on the bed. He then relaxed as Tevon started to work his hands over his back and shoulders.

  "You really should have been a masseuse."

  "You like my massage skills better than my doctoring?"

  Randy smiled into his pillow. "I have yet to find a skill of yours I don’t enjoy."

  "Flattery will get you everywhere." Tevon worked his hands down Randy's side.

  Randy moaned as Tevon hit the top of his hip.

  "Sore?"

  "No, tight. Don't stop."

  Randy closed his eyes and enjoyed the feel of Tevon's body against his. The massage was helping him relax and the muscle tension ease. Still, his focus was more on the feel of Tevon's thighs against his own, than on the massage.

  As Tevon's hands slid over his ass, kneading the cheeks hard against his palms, Randy sucked in a breath. How was it that his body could react to his touch and yet his cock stayed soft? He tried to hold still, but the more Tevon worked his ass, the harder it became. He lifted his hips slightly off the bed as if offering himself to Tevon.

  "Easy. I'll take care of you, but you have to be careful not to move too much. Try to keep your hips straight." Tevon moved lower down his legs until he was at Randy's feet. "Any pain and we have to stop."

  Randy nodded, but was too busy biting his lip as Tevon's fingers slid between his ass cheeks and parted him. He nearly came off the table as Tevon's breath washed over his ass and then the gentle caress of his tongue slid down his crack.

  "Oh shit, yes." Randy spread his legs the best he could with Tevon over them.

  "Like this?" Tevon licked up his ass again and then back down.

  "Harder."

  "I'll get there." Tevon licked again.

  Randy lifted higher as he pulled his legs up to kneel. Tevon cupped his balls and then licked down over the back of the sack and back up to the puckered hole. He continued to tease at the hole for several moments before he pressed his tongue forward and slipped it inside.

  "Fuck," Randy groaned.

  Tevon's hand moved over his balls, rolling them over his fingers. Randy pressed back against Tevon's mouth. He wanted more.

  Tevon must have known his need because he pulled back and reached for the bottle of oil. Randy heard the cap click open and then cold fluid ran over his wet ass. His chest heaved from the pleasure and he fought the urge to beg.

  When Tevon's fingers returned to his ass, they teased for another minute, smearing the oil over him before one fingertip pressed hard and slipped inside.

  "More." Randy rotated his hips slowly, fucking the finger inside him. "Another."

  "No pain." Tevon moved his hand under Randy and took his limp cock in his oiled hand.

  "None," Randy said into his pillow.

  Another finger pressed into him and he groaned. His ass spread as Tevon worked his fingers in and out of him. Even without being hard, the pleasure raced through Randy and he griped the furs underneath him to keep from moving too much.

  The sound of his wet ass sucking Tevon's fingers into him filled the quiet of the chamber. Tevon's hand worked his limp cock and even though he wasn't hard, he was aroused. Each stroke of his hand over his shaft sent waves of electricity through him. His balls ached and Randy reached down to stimulate them himself, bracing himself up with his other arm.

  "More."

  "How much more?"

  "I need you inside me again." Randy moved his waist back and forth, careful of his hip, but the fire burning inside him built and he found holding back near impossible. He glanced over his shoulder at Tevon. "Please."

  Tevon pulled his fingers from Randy and smiled. "This could be habit forming."

  "I hope so." Randy watched as Tevon smeared oil over his cock and rubbed his fist over it a few times. "Can I turn over? I want to watch you as you take me."

  Tevon hesitated, but Randy didn't miss the way his cock jerked at his request.

  "If it hurts—"

  "I'll tell you." Randy waited for Tevon to move out of the way before turning to his back. Once settled he reached out. "I like this better."

  Tevon relaxed between Randy's legs and bent down into his arms, kissing him softly. "Me, too."

  Their cocks brushed against each other, a reminder that only one of them was hard.

  "I wish…" Tevon looked down at their cocks pressed together.

  "So do I, but it doesn'
t matter. It still feels good." Randy lifted his hips to increase the stimulation. "I wouldn't do this if it wasn't."

  Tevon kissed him again before rising up and gripping his hands under one of Randy's legs. "You're sure?"

  "Stop questioning. We are past that."

  Tevon bit his lip as he angled his cock so its thickness brushed against Randy's hole. "So perfect." He rubbed the head up and down the crack a couple times, then pushed forward.

  Randy spread around him without any problem, his ass already stretched and loosened. He gasped as the head slid in, then the shaft. Tevon's hands shook as they now held both his legs. "Don't be gentle."

  Tevon grunted and started to move, his eyes locked on the area they connected. "I won't hurt you."

  "I know." Randy braced his hands on the bed as his body started to rock with Tevon's thrusts. His balls and cock bounced against his body, still flaccid and un-aroused, but it was the only part of him that wasn't being stimulated. His entire body was alive as Tevon took him. Even if he couldn't get off, he would never deny Tevon his pleasure. It turned Randy on more to see him satisfied, than any orgasm he could remember.

  "You okay?" Tevon stared down at him.

  "God, yes. We need to do this more."

  Tevon laughed as he worked his hips back and forth. "I doubt this counts as the workout you were talking about."

  "I'd be more than happy to add it to my daily schedule." Randy reached up and twisted Tevon's nipple gently. "Think how fit we would both be in no time."

  Tevon groaned as his head fell back and he gasped for air. "I think you might kill me." His cock continued to push deep and retreat. Sweat beaded on his forehead as his fingers tightened where they held Randy's legs.

  "Ah, but what a way to die." Randy twisted the other nipple as he clamped his ass tight around Tevon's shaft. "Think of all we can do together until we finally take our last breath."

  Tevon didn't respond, his body tightened as he groaned, his cock spearing into Randy several more times before he cried out, his body trembling as his orgasm took him.

  Randy continued to press his ass tight around Tevon as hot cum filled him. He ran his hands over Tevon's thighs, allowing him the time he needed to recover before speaking, As he stared at Tevon, he realized just how strong his feelings for the doctor were becoming.